Today

Today I'm going to go swimming.

So far I've eaten a low-sugar protein bar, a small peach, a cracker with some peanut butter on it, and a bottle of 0-calorie Vitamin Tea.

That amounts to about 300 calories. I have one week left of school. I'm going to start off slow, eating 600-900 calories every day. I really can't find much of a reason to eat any more. I don't feel any different than I did eating 2000+ calories a day a month ago. I even feel just as full.

Last week I accidentally ate only about 400 calories, went for a walk to the comic book store, and by the time I was there I almost fainted. I can only imagine how fun it will be to swim for two hours like this. I'll get used to it.

I know nobody reads this right now, but I wish someone would tell me how to avoid starvation mode. Hell, I wish I just had an ana buddy.

I'm going to try for a liquid fast once school goes out. Never done that before, so it'll probably kill me, but whatever. I heard a week of liquid fast can eat away 10 pounds, but I'm afraid if I do it too early it'll slow down my metabolism to the point where I can't lose any more weight, and I'll be stuck in the high 130s. I might do the fast once I'm down to 130 pounds sometime in July, since 120 pounds is pretty close to my goal weight.

Protip for whoever might be reading this: Miss Meringue's sugarfree meringue cookies. One entire container, the size of an ice cream tub, is 80 calories. If you need to binge, binge on that. I think meringue is pretty nasty though, so I just have them ready for an emergency.

Also, does anyone else have a local low-carb grocery store? They have 0-calorie peanut butter and jelly at mine. I'm pretty sure it'd give me the shits though, so idk.